Alcohol

It's nothing wrong with alcohol itself.
It's actually something essential for us
To clean to clear to make reactions

Hell yes sometimes you can drink it and loose your mind for a few hours.

Every day? Strain your body for a bit? Every day get drunk and have a reason for it?
An excuse for running mentally dealing with problems and stress?

Then you're not dealing with it
You're running, hiding and trekking the same track you dislike over and over again

Then  you're choosing to rather destroy your life than to mend it and enjoy it.

It hurts for me who's close
It hurts for the little one's
Is your pain more important to nurture than accepting the humiliation of waking up and admitting to it? Is alcohol so
High love of your life that it beats the ones for us?
Wins over the people you love feelings for you?

If your children does not like you drinking
Why do you let the drinking win your vote?

I know it's tough
I know I can not understand
But only you can make that syand
Stand up be a human
You want to raise above?
Do so but you have to choose to change your patterns
Or stay being herded
Drink to reduce your stress every day
That will keep you in the box where the top wants you to be
Spend your money and time on drinks
That will continue to prevent you from dealing with problems and getting on with it.
Why not be one of millions who can not stop.
Who every day finds excuses to just drink

The people who loves you though
They would love to have you bright strong and creative mind back
They would do a lot for being more important than a glass of fluid

And mist of all
They would be more than supportive and greatful if you chose to take the humiliation of accepting that alcohol alter you brain when consumed all the time.
How it makes you believe you can handle a few drinks when you have already passed in to the land of to much to often